Punintended
Thursday 2 November 2017
A Detailed Look into Acquisitions
Saturday 19 August 2017
Back on Track
My internship at CERN has been an amazing learning experience not just in terms of the work but also in terms of people--each with a unique story to tell. These factors have contributed in no small part to the life-changing experience this has been. I arrived as a wide-eyed teenager, and leave as a wider-eyed teenager, with an insatiable curiosity to learn more. I would like to say I've matured and realized some of my goals in life. I wouldn't be very off the point, but what I'm trying to say is that CERN kindles that flame within everyone which cajoles you to push a little harder, ask more questions, and try to find a better solution to the problems you work on. It's not just about achieving life goals, it's about setting new ones for yourself. CERN doesn't expect your work to be about completing a given task but how you figured it out, and whether the solution can be extended to other problems. Because with an organisation of this scale, there are going to be multiple problems of a similar nature, with fine lines of separation. It's a personal decision whether you'd want to focus on a microscopic solution that can address a niche problem which may impact macroscopic issues intrinsically, or an inherently macroscopic solution that may stimulate the intuition to address challenges affecting segments of work in great depth. CERN afforded me the opportunity to choose my path in spite of being just one of many hundreds of summer students. Amazingly enough, I learnt over the course of the summer, this was a privilege extended to all members of CERN regardless of position or responsibilities.
Friday 24 June 2016
Boredom
There is a class of attributes constantly undervalued in life. One of these, very notably, is boredom. It has always been perceived as the root cause behind procrastination, laziness, disinterest and impassiveness. That last one isn't a word, in case you haven't noticed already. What can I say, I'm bored.
Typically, when observing boredom, or introspecting on the same, we bear a certain bias in that we perceive it in a negative light.
"I'm bored."
Immediately, a fleeting assumption of the person not being sincere or dedicated enough to their current task passes across our mind. Whether or not it actually is the case, that's what we've ended up having boredom symbolize today.
What I've come to realize is that boredom is good. Boredom is the precursor for enthusiasm. Terms and conditions apply.
So what I'm getting at, here, is not a generalization at all. My thoughts are completely in accord with those that consider the majority of boredom as not usually resulting in much productivity. However, in at least a significant percentage of the cases, I believe boredom is simply an alternative form of opportunity.
Boredom is the least perpetual of all human emotions. It is simply the manifestation of tiredness and we all know you can't be tired forever. Even people who tire easily at some point grow tired of being tired, so to speak. Which results in a spark of intense productivity. And success is all about keeping that spark burning till it turns into a flame and eventually you end up with a raging wildfire.
So when someone says "I'm bored" the next time, be an optimist. Consider all that is possible instead of just the clichés. Help them turn that boredom into a spark of awesomeness instead.
Sunday 12 June 2016
Why Blog?
Tuesday 7 June 2016
Diplomacy
Twice, I've tried to complete this post. Twice, the Internet connection has failed. The frustration has grown exponentially, though.
I've learnt a lot of stuff in the past month, during my internship at IIT Bombay. One of the more enlightening discoveries being that the word 'learnt', while used extensively in British English, is considered colloquial in American English and is to be avoided like the plague on your University Application.
The other slightly insightful discoveries which forms the crux of my stay at IIT Bombay is that you cannot - I emphasize, cannot - survive life, no matter how skilled/rich/hardworking/determined/sincere/add-random-positive-adjective you are if you are a stranger to the art of diplomacy.
This is something I've learnt the hard way, or as it is commonly termed, from personal experience. You must develop the talent of sweet-talking people into getting your way and yet ending up satisfied with the outcome. If you cannot, you won't live long enough to know what hit you. It starts of as a small job; something rather insignificant in the grand scheme of things. You slip up, not giving it enough attention, assuming it's a very common occurrence or maybe it won't happen the next time. But there's always someone watching. And that someone is biding his time, waiting for the moment when he can catch you off guard and leave you lost in the blame that is bound to find its way to you.
I say this with utmost care. Learn to sweet-talk the boss. Don't be a suck up. That would be overdoing it and leads to problems of another kind, entirely. But keep the boss happy. Then use that happiness to get what you want. If you can't do that, I'm afraid you've already lost the battle. Yes, it's not work, it's war. Deal with it.
While I've been on the wrong side of diplomacy and experienced all that can go wrong, I've also seen the good side and how much you can achieve given that you know your way around people. The difference is mind-numbing. So that's going to be my goal for the next month. This internship at IIT will teach me diplomacy, if nothing else. I'm pretty sure it's the most important skill I could have learnt.
Sunday 29 May 2016
The Path
There is always a path to follow. It doesn't matter where you are and where you wish to go. There will always be a clear, well trodden path. It will be simple, straight forward and will lead you to your goal. Or what you would consider your goal. Because there hasn't been a single person that knew what their goal was. All they know is they need to get somewhere in the vicinity of what they think is their goal. That's about it. It would be enough for them to consider themselves successful.
The truth is, no path is ever going to get you satisfaction. There will always be that longing for having done something different; something better. Being a better man takes the will and determination to break the path. Success isn't ever a title held by the followers. This sounds clichéd but that's only because it takes experience to realize it, and by the time you have that experience, you're too far gone from the choice to break free of that path.
There is always an idiot that will choose to break the path just for the sake of saying 'I did it'. They may or may not, in their adrenaline-fueled frenzy to break free of the norms, achieve success. That's mighty lucky and an accidental case, not to be mistaken as well-deserved fruits of labor, or worse - destiny. It is highly short-lived and pretty much like giving a box of cigarettes to a monkey. He won't know what to do with them, and by the time he tries everything and realizes, there won't be a cigarette left in a condition worth lighting. Pardon the complicated analogy, I'm in a state of semi-conscious torpor.
The point I'm trying to make is it's not always necessary to break the path. You need to realize when it calls for keeping your head down and pushing onward and when to break free to Forge your own path, unsure of where the destination lies. More importantly one needs to have their priorities clear on why they would break the path otherwise it is all in vain. Simply a waste of time, efforts, and a life. So feel free to walk off the path. Jump, duck, run and fall. Learn as much as you can because experience is the best teacher. Break the path when you know in your gut that it's the right thing to do. At the end of the day, if nothing else, the experience will make it worth it.
Thursday 19 May 2016
Deconstructing Opportunity
I haven't posted anything in a while so I thought I'd check in. Today is basically about an update on some facts I've come to realize in life.
Opportunity is everywhere. All you gotta do is take it. You're not/never going to be different. The old saying about everyone being unique is a farce. You're fooling nobody but yourself if you believe it. However, there is a little truth in the statement when they say everyone is unique. The meaning becomes lucid when you alter it slightly to put it as "Everyone has the potential to be unique". Now that's what they should be teaching kids at school.
These past few weeks have been an introspection on my life. I got into a Summer Internship Program at one of the premier institutions in the country - the Indian Institute of Technology, Mumbai. It's almost every Engineer's wet dream to get into this place, be it on the basis of merit or luck (read 'reservation') - but that's just a personal opinion. I'm not getting into the details of that discussion in this post. So I got into this place for a Summer Project and it's been a few busy weeks considering I've got my examinations going on simultaneously. Studying and working have been pretty much what I do all day. Life has become slightly different. I won't say dull because this is probably how life will work for the next two years if not rest of my career and I don't want to scare myself by putting down the lifestyle. Obviously I'll get a little time once I'm done with my examinations and hopefully I'll explore the sports facilities offered by the institution more closely. Again, I digress.
Once I got into the Program, I received tons of emails and messages from friends and family alike; all congratulatory in nature, but with that tinge of envy and curiosity as to how I managed to get in and if they could all get in as well. The fact is, it's a consequence of two key factors - I worked hard and I got lucky. Another fact is, they could all get in as well. But they don't want to look. Most people want opportunity to come to them. Too bad, bub. Life doesn't work that way. I admit I got lucky but I worked very hard to get into thus place and if you're asking me for a shortcut, I'm afraid there isn't one.
The point behind this anecdote was to get people to understand that you can't sit around and expect life to work out for you. If any of them performed a simple Google Search with the name of a few Professors, they'd realize there was a permanently running Internship Program. Of course, getting in is a whole different ball game. I know they probably won't because I'm currently working with the same team and I know they're not recruiting people as interns as of now. But at least you could apply. Not one person I knew even tried it because if they had, they'd have a whole different set of questions to ask me.
I get really annoyed when people crib about there not being enough opportunities for someone of their background, be it because their University is not recognized enough, or their marks aren't good enough, or even because they lack the skill set expected of a potential intern at their level. I know this because I've been through all the stages I just listed out. I've been talentless, I've underperformed constantly, I've lacked the skill set, and I've been disillusioned enough to want to give up on life and run away to the Himalayas to meditate. But I got over it. I worked. I studied. I learnt. I developed both, as a student and as a person to get to where I am today. Obviously I'm still nowhere of consequence but only I know that. People seem to believe I've conquered mountains. It doesn't hurt to let them believe what they want for now. Heh.
So, quit cribbing. Start looking. And never let anything stop you from getting to where you want. If I can get here, so can you. Yes, I mean you. I live by this Golden Rule that's worked out pretty great for me so far whenever I'm confused as to whether I can get in someplace be it an internship at a company or research at an institution,
"Apply karne mein kya jaata hain"
(What's the harm in applying)
Think about it. It's been pretty helpful when I'm in doubt. Goodluck!